Mourning Thoughts
Mourning Thoughts
in the quiet dust of yellow light
I blink and open and inhale
a familiar somber dread
lays over me like the scruffy and heavy blankets at grandma’s house
tears of last night stick to my chest
like tape and string
ready as a gift
to unwrap or
to put away in that musty closet
I know the easier answer
this is no exciting opening nor is it a surprise
this present moment unraveling a nostalgic wound
thank you past
thank you future
how thoughtful
I move to get up anyway
my hands hold this weight trembling
fingers lift it to my Father
He knows how to take care of it for me
I face toward the window light
the morning birds sing
a new rejoicing
my ears are connected
to my soul connecting
to my lips a song
that I receive
I open
thank you Father
Megan, this is absolutely stunning. Love to you!
ReplyDeleteThank you!! Love to you as well. <3
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